Monday, March 16, 2009

*Persuading*o.O


And here we go again...

I have to say that admire her perseverance and her determination to fuck us up--sorry for the expression--but, nevertheless, she's as wrong as to confirm that hell is paradise or the blue is the new red...have no conviction.
When I thought she had already abandoned what she was doing, and after I even prayed for her happiness to come--I felt sorry for her--there she comes again. With more stains to put on her own heart. With more crapy things to not leave us alone. How fun!!--sarcastic expression--.
She tries and tries. She tries to destroy him. She tries to kill me...She tries and tries...Hasn't she notice that none of her stupid tries are working?? Like if I would ever let her do something to him. She's such a sick person...it's just repulsive.
I don't care what she does to me. I honestly don'tcare about how much she hates me, but if she touches him...she'd had very very serious problems with me!! I'd chase her till the end of the freaking world!!! If she does something to him, God knows what I could be capable of...Let's expect that it won't happen so I won't have to become someone I don't want to...like her!!!
Believe that i wont...I wouldnt be able of becoming someone as naughty as her. God forbids.
When is she going to learn...?...this is also boring...
Keep trying baby keep trying and u'll see how pain truly tastes like...
Love never fails. And that's why we won't fail. You, on the other hand, you will fail. I'm tired of being compassionate about you. I tried to understand ur obsession and ur pain, really, I felt sorry and even now I still do, but u know what? I realize that u r just an insane female dog!!


Sorry for the expresssion, but girl!! you are fucking nuts!!
Uff, I feel better now. That's it, I don't need to be crying for what you're doing, I'm not worried about it. I only cry for those who deserve it. I cry for him, because I'm worried about him and miss him A LOT. But you?? You can't move a drop of fear in my body. U actually disgusts me. You, yes you, crazy...female dog...u don't know the mistakes u r making, and I hope, I really really do hope that u stop it and regret it. I hope u learn that money doesn't buy friends, nor happiness, nor Love. Ever. There's nothing to do about it. U just can't.
This is my dream and this is my Love, I will protect him, even with my own blood...I will protect him...but harm? there's no need...
So if u don't know what to do with ur dirty money, you can go and donate it. Thousands of people will thank u.Trust me, they WILL make a better use of it. Really. Remember, and read it really slow, there-is-a-world-out-there...there's not only you and your selfish way to think...stupid child.


Ah, I'll soon going to stop talking about her 'cause I'm kind of fatigued.
Anyways, God bless u all.

I'm done with this...

O.o
Love, Dary♥

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

I Dare U,*Break Me Down!

God! I'm starting to get tired of this situation.
I won't say what is, I can't, It's too complicated to say it at loud and too personal to let everyone know it.

The point is, i'm getting tired. Oh no! wait! i'm tired of it already!
I just...aahh!...i don't see the point of doing something, doesn't matter if it's wrong, just do it because is ur freaking dirty desire to make somebodyelse unhappy. What's the stupid point of forcing someone to do something that he doesn't want to freaking do!??

How the hell people can think about forcing someone to love them!?? How the hell does that cross their freaking minds??
God!!!!
I don't even have words to describe the freaking anger i feel because of these stupid STUPID kids!!
I wish for once people could understand. I wish for once Everyone could be happy. I wish for once...everyone could respect our feelings. I wish for once at least hear his voice. I wish for once all this to end up right. I wish for once to be happy, that's it...being happy. I just need that. I want people to leave us alone, to let us be, to let us love each other as we want to.
What do you see wrong when two people love each other??
Without iniquity, without dirty wishes nor immorality. A real love, filled with enough pain to keep suffering...
Living only because of the impulse of our love and the hope of one day meeting each other for the first time. The pureness of a love that's not being allowed to exist as it deserves. A true love...What do you see wrong in that?? That you want that too?? Is that??

Do you think it'd worth to make somebody unhappy because you're the only one happy??
Do you think that's real love?? Do you think that's love at all??
God...
What have we become?...

Well you'll see me fighting for my right. You'll see me defeating you because you have no place in this battle. This is not your fight. This is not even a fight at all!

He's not for you, his heart doesn't belong to you...
I hope you find someone who truly loves and i hope u find that person to make u happy and u to make him happy. That person that is not my lover.

There's only one who can win, there always be one who'll win and that's me. He loves me, and he loves me because that's what he wants, not because i forced him. He just loves me. We both are in love...there's no more to say.

So if u don't understand that, bring the battle and I dare u to break me down!!!!

Love, Dary♥

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Live with Life*and Learn from it♥

Some people don't believe that evil exists, but it does.

It's even harder for some people to believe that there are bad people...evil people. There are. There are people that wish you were dead before watching you happy. And this kind of people will always be like that because of their dirty desire of watching nobody happy but themselves. They won't ever be happy though.

It's difficult for him to believe that some people are trying to do anything to seperate us. It's not hard for me to believe so. I knew that already. I believe evil exists as i believe in Faith but i dont give it a chance. I ever wouldn't.

That's why i hate human race, they don't realize the happiness we could all feel if we wouldn't give a chance to evil.
People don't even imagine how a small thing can grow into an ugly big problem. They don't. They just accept their reality as it is, they don't try to change, they don't try to be better as a person, wich is wrong.

To talk about this kind of stuff annoys me a lot but i like to explain things so people can see my point.

One thing i've learned: no matter how much suffering a person causes on you or how many wishes for u to be dead they ask for, DON'T ever let it affect you; don't ever hate them. In fact, feel sorry for them, be compassionate and pray back for them to open their eyes and see what's wrong and to find their happiness without evil. Don't ever stain your soul with hate and revenge. Forgive them, and if is necessary, forget them too.

Pray for your own protection and never do things you wouldn't like people do to you. In fact, do what you'd like others to do to you...nothing bad in case you're a masochistic...

Pray with faith. Act with Love. Keep God always in your mind and in your heart.
Be a good person. Wish no harm.

Wish for nothing but blessings. Be as simple as you can be and you'll see how happiness comes to you by itself.

Do favors to others without thinking in getting anything back and you see how much you grow up as a person.

Think of others before yourself but don't forget about yourself
either.

Always think that there are people in better situations than yours as there are people in worse situations than yours.

Never look at someone as wanting what they have. Be thankful for what you have and be glad for what the other person has. You don't know if what you both have is what you both deserve.

Most of the time we only think about what we want and not what we need. Now think it twice this way.
We can change for the best and if we don't believe so, we won't.

Can you imagine yourself in a world that everyone would be killing each other to have what the other person has??

There would exist no longer human race. And maybe that way could be better.

It's stupid what people do because of envy and jealosy. It is really really stupid. If you sit and think about it you'll see that nothing good comes out of it. It is just detestable.
It actually disgusts me.

There are many things I could say about what we shouldn't do, but it would be endless...
We just need to keep this simple things in mind and we'll notice how peaceful we could feel...just doing things right...

I guess at the end we all get what we really deserve and if we don't act quite well we won't get anything nice. I hope one day it all ends up. No more sins...Maybe that's what they call Heaven.




Love, Dary♥

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

*100 Facts* About MySelf

♥
1. People say im crazy.
2. Nadia says i have a bunny nose.
3. I can be really strong or really weak, depends on my mood.
4. I‘m emotional dependent to only one person.
5. I’m really independent of anything and everybodyelse
6. I’m pretty…honest
7. I can live without seing my parents.
8. I used to hate brócoli…and i just dinnered it
9. I mixed weird food that end up tasting really good.
10. I'm starting to think im random…
11. I’ve never had a boyfriend.
12. Some people say I’m a lesbian.
13. I like men
14. I’ve always wanted to marry a rockstar!
15. Daly is my closest friend. I trust her wich is hard to earn.
16. I’m in love with someone i can’t speak with
17. I call stupid ppl i care about unintentionally
18. I’m really good convincing ppl
19. I love animals and nature but i hate stupid bugs
20. I like to caress people's back.
21. I like to do things with my hands..;)
22. I love colors…im not colorful
23. I like to eat popcorn with ketchup
24. I dont really need to study, i do very well no matter what
25. Ppl say im too mature to be a stupid kid
26. I used to pray to find a real love or die
27. I can b really patient but when i have to wait im not
28. The person i love loves me too, couldnt ask for more
29. I can talk about tokio hotel for hours. I love it. Got a problem with that ?
30. I believe things happen if u pray with faith
31. I believe in God
32. I believe in faith
33. I didnt believe in love…now i do
34. I’m afraid of falling in love…i dont want to get hurt
35. I think beauty is relative.
36. I can pretend being confident .
37. I only comb my hair 3 or 4 times a month, I love to wash it though.
38. I like to caress myself, I have noone to do it for me.
39. I’d love to have a boyfriend that would like to bite me!
40. I love sushi.
41. I don’t drink soda.
42. I don’t like to trust people, unless they deserve it.
43. I hate sins, so I hate my own human race.
44. I like to do things well done or not do them at all.
45. I like when people pay attention to me while I’m talking.
46. I’m good giving advices.
47. Nadz and I made a PATWITOH (a book of paramore, twilight and Tokio hotel) as a hobby.
48. Ppl like to touch me, they say I'm softy as a baby skin.
49. I’ve never broken my leg. I’m not pretending to do it.
50. I think my teeth are too big.
51. I like my smile though.
52. I hate hairy guys.
53. I hate when my friends fall in love with me.
54. The first impression people think of me is that I’m odious.
55. Once they get to know me they change their minds.
56. I can look tough but I’m sensitive.
57. I hate to admit that I’m sensitive.
58. I can be very strict.
59. I pray to nobody cheat on me.
60. I pray to not cheat on anybody.
61. I rather be truthful.
62. I think I could be jealous if I love someone…and I’m ashamed of it.
63. When I love I truly love.
64. If I say I love u I truly mean it.
65. I suck at showing my emotions.
66. It is easier for me to write than to say things.
67. If I have to say something, I say it. Period.
68. I like to give presents with no reason.
69. I think if there wouldn't be Money there wouldn't be problems.
70. I would like to have one cellphone to call only my boyfriend and another one to talk to everybodyelse.
71. I'm a fan of cellphonesXD
72. I deeply deeply love puppies!!
73. Bill Kaulitz is my Idol, I love everything about him.
74. Bill K. is not gay…I’m more gay than him, any problem??
75. I hate when people criticize things I like without asking me first!
76. I'm able to control my emotions.
77. I respect each person’s opinions and likes.
78. I think I’m open minded.
79. I never do things I don't want to do.
80. I always put myself in somebodyelse's place to understand them.
81. I would give anything to be with the perosn I love.
82. I'd rather hurt myself before anybodyelse.
83. I can’t see the future but I see myself happy:)
84. I talk about sex all the time but I don’t do it.
85. I’m scared of sex.
86. If I had a baby I’d like to have twins.
87. If I had twins I’d name them Bill and Tom.
88. No matter at what time I go to bed, I fall asleep at 12pm and wake up at 5am.
89. I love water.
90. I love to be clean and smell good.
91. I love when men get out of the shower and they smell so clean and perfumed and their skin is cold.
92. I like perfumes.
93. I think number 91 is a sexy thingXD
94. I love white and blue roses.
95. I always wanted a boyfriend with black hair.
96. I think men with long hair are sexy but not all of them look good.
97. I pray to always be humble and simple.
98. I hate how my voice sounds through the phone.
99. Sometimes I like to bother and I keep bothering until I’m tired of it.
100. Every Saturday at night I dream about a different cute guy…have no idea why.



Love, Dary♥

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Monday, March 2, 2009

*Delusion*O_o


How would you feel if your best friend betrays you??
And if all of them do so??

It is hard for me to believe it could happen but as i've said before Anything's possible. At possibly the moment of the most glorious happiness of my life, like i've never had it before, at the moment when I finally find the happiness, that person that is my happiness alive, at that moment they will betray; they'll lie, they'll turn against me, they'll make me cry and then, they will leave me.

That's one of the motives I never trust anybody, 'cause you never know if you're gonna be the next. You never know if to stay alone is the best.
I have to admit that i never had so many good friends as I have now. I never had any friend at all. They aren't many but they're few enough to say that they're great friends.

Jealousy and envy, the two best friends that kill each other behind their backs along with hypocrisy. They're the blame, they are sins able to turn one person into another totally different. As humans, we let them rule us...Should be ashamed...

There's no fun but disappointment in what I'm saying. I can only be glad of being ready to accept anything like this and more. It's hard and it hurts if it happens, but is real, and those things just happen, I hate to say it but that's life, I guess.

At the end, one should only care about the people that truly love you and won't ever deceive you. The only thing that matters to me now is that the person I love will love me back and I will make him happy as he will do it back too.

I guess that's it by now. We'll see what happens in the near future...I hope everything just go well and even it doesn't, don't worry guys I love you anyways.



Love, Dary♥

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