Friday, January 16, 2009

Star*Less Night

In this kind of nights
is when i miss him the most...
I cannot smile
so i hide into my clothes.
And i notice every night,
that i'm really by my own.
Could you please lie down on my side,
when i feel this kind of numb?
***
I'm praying under a starless night
'cause i've got nowhere to go.
God's not watching, that's what it seems like...
But i know that He does.
After all the sorrow i've had...
it doesn't matter anymore.
I won't let anything put me down,
now i need to be Strong.
***
That's how i try to convince my fears,
that i'm not Hopeless at all.
So i clean out all my tears,
because he needs my support.
***
I remember when he smiles =)
everytime i try to be tough.
I love it when he laughs...
Makes me want him rule my world.
***
When i know that he's crying
is the thing i hate the most,
hurts me as u can't imagine...
I regret that he's alone.
And i only think about his breathing,
that's one thing i can't let go.
To only think about it,
make my deeper wound heal up.
***
I don't care if it sounds creepy,
i just need to take things off.
So i let u know my feelings,
till we say it by our own.
***
Something broken inside me,
puts the pain on.
To figure it out doesn't let me,
even though it really hurts...
I hate the cliché phrases,
so i won't say that it's my heart,
but i really need beside me,
someone like u to fix it up.
***
I stay in bed if i can't sleep,
when i don't feel like waking up,
because i just don't wanna see
that he's not holding on.
And everytime i close my eyes,
Again i miss him so much.
But i get to feel relax
'cause i know he'll warm me up.
***
I don't need to be so frightened,
to admit that he's my Love...
I only wish i could be ready...
i just want to have his heart.
I just wish to be his Lady...
That's all i'm asking for...
***
This kind of nights right here,
is when i miss him the most.
....This kind of nights to me,
the same they are all...

Love, Dary♥

posted by *{♥}Dary{♥}♪* @ 7:03 PM   0 Comments

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Whatch Me Dying...♥

When this pain is gonna release us!!? when!???

U wanna kill me?? u just need to tell me that he's suffering...then u'll see me dying...

He is suffering! He is in pain! And i cannot do anything about it! I cannot let anybody see me like this so i have to pretend i'm doing fine when everything is NOT fine and I'M NOT OK!!!!!!! I cannot cry! so what i do when the person i LOVE the most in this entire world is suffering and i cannot do anything!!!?? what the fuck am i suppose to do!!!!!??
How can i stop his pain!!?? HOW!!!!!!!!????????

I feel like i'm going mad! I was really peaceful till this moment when they told me he's in pain. I thought he was calmed! so i was calmed!
He is soooo desperate that they couldn't even explain it to me! They couldn't describe his freaking pain!!!

U know when i said i was so desperate that it was easier to cath the air?? I was being really patient in that moment compared to what he's going through right now!! That is killing!! My God!! that is really killing me!!!
...............................................................................................

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pleasepleaseplease i don't wanna see him crying plesaeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Goooooooodddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



LoVe =( Dary♥

posted by *{♥}Dary{♥}♪* @ 10:37 AM   1 Comments

 


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